Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Erik's Blog



Introduction:The Facing History and Ourselves course is designed to give the student civic agency. This is something only people who have taken the course can really understand. Civic agency occurs when the student has a moral, intellectual, and emotional connection to the course subject. The way this is done is by showing the student history about the Holocaust. Clips of movies, interviews, and even pictures are used to give the student a better picture of it. It’s as if you are there yourself witnessing it all happen. This course is designed to make then make the student able to make the connection between history and the choices they make on a daily basis. There are a few reasons I selected to take this course. For starters Mr. Gallagher is a great teacher. Secondly I’ve heard from many people who have taken it before me that it’s something you wouldn’t want to miss out on. And last, there are times when people don’t know what to do with their life and the best way to figure out what to do is by finding yourself. This course really helps the students reconnect with themselves. I come from a house where there was never really enough to go around to feed the whole family. There were always disputes and nothing was ever calm and easy going. I grew up around a lot of hatred and now that I’ve gone through this course I understand better now that, life’s too short to be angry all the time. I also have a better perspective and I opt to help people instead of just ignoring what’s going on right in front of my eyes.

What Facing History and Ourselves Meant to Me
This class has not only changed the way I live but it has given me enough motivation to do anything in this world. I wish to change this world someday and this class has really helped me get a scope on reality. Many of the videos and interviews stood out to me. I never truly knew how bad the Holocaust was until I took this class. It has made me a better person and I couldn’t be happier with the results. It is terrible that the Holocaust had to happen for people to learn to get along, and to think as if you were in another person’s shoes. It sucks, but it happened and I now know how to prevent something like that from ever happening again. I remember one of the first classes I had, Mr. Gallagher told us a story about how he held a door for a woman one day and did not receive a thank you, he said that it doesn’t matter if you are thanked for doing something, because you still did it, and it was the right thing to do. The very next day I held the door for a person at the beginning of school and they did not say thanks. I immediately thought to what he told the class and I just let it go and walked away smiling knowing I had done the right thing. This was just the beginning of the changes to come because of this class. Some of the facets of the course that truly struck home with me included the movies, The Choice, The Grey Zone, and The Boy in the Striped Pajamas, and the handout that really was disturbing and stood out above all the other ones was the medical experiments of the Holocaust and Nazi Medicine. The most meaningful movie to me of those three is The Choice. I could not even begin to fathom what was racing through that woman’s mind when she was forced to make a choice between her children. I never thought that the Germans would ever make someone do this. It must be one of the toughest choices to make. The discussion with the groups in class following this film was very intriguing. I learned a lot about people by just hearing what they would have done. This made me more aware of how people value certain things. This not only made me a better student because I realize that teachers are people too and that they have things going on outside of school just like anyone else. It also made me a better person because I know that I would have told the Germans to take me instead of one of my children. I can see where the woman was coming from with her choice, and this is because of this course. I’ve learned to not judge people because of their choices, but by what kind of a person they are.

 The next most meaningful thing from this class was the handout about the Nazi experiments. I was disgusted by some of the things they did to living human beings. I don’t think this could make anyone a better person or anything but it really put it all into perspective. Most of the doctors were Jewish and they were forced to do grotesque things to their own neighbors. I couldn’t imagine how these people felt. They wanted to save their own lives but at the same time they probably wanted to save the other people’s lives as well. The Nazis were truly terrible people. The way they operated forced people to make some of the hardest choices of their lives and it even made people do things that no one should ever be asked to do. This handout made me really hate the Nazis and what they stood for.

The Grey Zone really stuck with me. I wanted to stand up and help fight with the Jewish people. They were outnumbered, and out gunned but they had something the Nazis didn’t have and that was a soul and determination. I hoped the whole time that they would all survive but that’s not how life goes. This film made me a better person because I realized that I would almost always opt to rescue someone instead of being a bystander. I grew up around an abusive marriage between my parents and I can still remember to this day when I finally stood up for my mother. I couldn’t be more than 10 years old and I stood up for her while my father and her were actually fighting. I never understood what I did until I took this course. It made me feel better about myself and it made it seem a lot better to me. I know nothing could ever change what happened but at least I did not sit by and let it happen without a fight. I also know now that what my mother did wasn’t out of greed or anything like that, it was to rescue me and my sister from the hell of my house and my dad. I live with my father now, but it’s also been a long time, I may never forgive him for anything he has done but at least I know where I stand and that I did the right thing.
 The last film that really got to me was The Boy in the Striped Pajamas. It was such a moving film that I wish I had watched it with someone I truly care about. I can see why Bruno wanted to be with his friend so badly. I wish I could be with my loved ones more but things get in the way.
Bruno though overcame that and made up his mind about being with his friend. It was a noble thing to do even though it cost him his life. He died with someone he truly cared about and I can only hope I do the same. This film made me who I currently am. I value the lives of people no matter who they are. I could not imagine losing one of my loved ones without being with them. It’s a terrible thing to think about and now that I am armed with the knowledge and wisdom from taking Facing History and Ourselves I can help prevent anything like the Holocaust ever happening again.

Works Cited:
Boy in the Striped Pajamas. Google images. Image. 21 May 2012
The Grey Zone. Google images. Image. 21 May 2012
Mengele Experiments. Google images. Image. 21 May 2012
Auschwitz gate. Google images. Image. 21 May 2012
Gas Chambers in Auschwitz. Google images. Image. 21 May 2012